Sunday, February 19, 2006
i'm leaving
i'm leaving you one day
i have to
i'll die if i stay
i don't understand the hurt
you don't understand the pain
i tried my hardest
You threw it away
-N- (20th October 2005, 2:04am)
niq flicked her tail at 1:19 PM
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Dance of a Modern Marriage
I've never fully realised the extent to which some of us, human beings, would go to in order to put out there a certain mindset that drives us. Just spent 2 whole nights filming an independent film - Dance of a Modern Marriage - and by tackling issues of sexuality and perversion crawling beneath the surface of society's "flawless" mask, the script forced me to reflect on the changing values of accepted perversion in the world we live in today.
The script tells of a couple whose marriage is in trouble, who decide that, in order to feel intimate toward each other, they need to join an orgy. It's the putting one's sexual self out there for other people completely, in a (risky) bid to find the attractive sexuality in a significant other.
Think Stanley Kubrick's "Eyes Wide Shut", in a local context. Quite strange ain't it? But it happens. We seem to think we are beyond the sexual, primal instincts and animalistic tendencies; but we aren't really. As cosmopolitan / civilised as we think we are, one cannot escape the prevalence of sexual urges that drives us.
Looks like there aren't really any truly sophisticated people who are completely detached from their loins; and the ones who say they are, are in complete denial.
niq flicked her tail at 7:02 PM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
My surprising lover
The Surprising Lover
59% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 80% adventurousness |
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:
You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.
This places you in the Lover Style of: The Surprising Lover.
The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather like a geode--sometimes rough on the exterior, but filled with beauty and wonder. The Surprising Lover is thus a gem to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they often tend to be humble and unwilling to reveal their inner greatness unless they're in a rewarding relationship.
In terms of physical love, the Surprising Lover really shines, often highly imaginative and utterly devoted to bringing the heights of pleasure to the one that they truly love. Given a rewarding, reciprocative relationship, and the right lover, the Surprising Lover can be a delight in bed.
Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Carnal Lover (most of all) or the Exotic Lover, or the Suave Lover.
Congratulations!
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 52% on partner focus | | You scored higher than 37% on aggressiveness | | You scored higher than 89% on adventurousness |
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niq flicked her tail at 5:52 PM
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